It's about Sehun, obviously. I wrote this on Google Drive first, but here goes (it also includes my rewrite of Just The Way You Are for Sehun...):
You know the crazy thing about Sehun? He’s so similar to me sometimes. He’s also pretty much my dream/perfect guy ever. I’m not joking. I feel that even if I did meet him on the street & talked with him, and he wasn’t exactly the same as what I may have thought from EXO’s stages and whatnot, I wouldn’t mind. His motto, “Let’s live life doing the things we like!” couldn’t be truer in my mind. I believe that wholeheartedly. I believe that if you aren’t enjoying what you are doing, then you shouldn’t be doing that at all. It doesn’t apply to everything, but for the most part, it’s so true. Some things, like school, you have to endure, but if you have a job that you hate so much and it’s eating you from the inside out, then, you shouldn’t do it. He’s good looking. It’s true. I won’t lie about this. I find him very good looking. Kinda breathtaking I guess. I know that’s really something to describe a girl, but it’s true for him too. My heart aches for him, you know? Also, when he smiles, as I said in my re-write of the Just The Way You Are lyrics, “his laugh, his laugh, I love so much I like to see him happy.” When he’s happy, I love him the most. He’s so serious on stage that if I ever saw them on stage, if I was close enough, I would yell, “SEHUN!!” and use my fingers and my face to tell him to smile. It might annoy him or even mess him up, but if he isn’t smiling, I worry about him. I worry if he’s not having fun or if he’s hurt or if he’s worried about something else. It hurts my heart you know… He has this cuteness and innocence around him sometimes, but other times, he feels just really strong and ah, I don’t know how to describe it. His personality of being shy, but opening up later is just like mine actually. I’m not just BS-ing you because I want to have things in common with him. It’s true. With strangers, I won’t talk to much, but if you ever saw me with my friends at, say, the lunch table, I talk really loudly, laugh like a hyena, bang my hand on the table or slap my forehead with it, and so much more. I open up when I really trust someone as a friend. His lisp isn’t even noticeable to me, but it’s probably because I don’t speak Korean. Who cares anyway. If he has a lisp, who cares. I’ll still love him. His ideal type, is a bit of a problem for me you know… He wants a kind woman. The thing is, I’m not always kind. I can be really crude and I curse often. My temper can get out of control and I can act like a guy sometimes. But, for the most part, I am pretty nice. I care a lot about others and if anyone starts or looks like they are about to cry, I’m always the person who gets up and grabs a few tissues to hand to them. Anyway, enough about me. Another part of his type is that he prefers noonas or women older than him. Who am I kidding. I’m 5/6 years younger than him. He’d never look at me like that… would he? Despite that, mentally, I could be at least 20, but hey, I don’t really know. Also, I believe that I could take care of him just as well as any noona could. I can do basically everything a girl is “expected” to know how to do/know and I can care for people quite well. Overall though, I just love him to death even though he may never know me and will probably never care for me in his lifetime. My rewrite couldn’t be truer…
“Oh his eyes, his eyes
are so beautiful, gazing deeply.
His hair, his hair
is so soft I want to ruffle it maybe
He looks so good~
and I tell him every day.
Yeahhh
I know, I know.
When I compliment him, he won’t hear me.
And it’s so, it’s so
sad to think that he won’t ever see me.
But every time I think of him, asking.
I say…
When I see your face~
There’s not a thing that I would change.
‘Cause you are perfect~
Just the way you are.
And when you smile~
My heart stops as I stare for a while.
‘Cause dude you are perfect~
Just the way you are.
His aegyo, aegyo
is so cute I want to hug him badly.
His laugh, his laugh
I love so much I like to see him happy.
He looks so good~
and I tell him everyday.
Oh you don’t know, you don’t know
I’d never ask you to change.
If perfect is what you want,
then just stay the same.
So, trust me when I say that you look okay!
You know I’ll saaaay~
When I see your face~
There’s not a thing that I would change.
‘Cause you are perfect~
Just the way you are.
And when you smile~
My heart stops as I stare for a while.
‘Cause dude you are perfect~
Just the way you are.
The way you are~
The way you are~
Dude, you are perfect~
Just the way you are.
When I see your face~
There’s not a thing that I would change.
‘Cause you are perfect~
Just the way you are.
And when you smile~
My heart stops as I stare for a while.
‘Cause dude you are perfect~
Just the way you are~.
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